Whatever will be, will be

I've been pretty bogged down by FYP. Sometimes I really wonder why I'm in Chemistry when my lab skills sucks so much that I always make mistakes or can't do things properly. It's not that I look down on myself or lack confidence, maybe I'm just someone who's good at the theory but really bad at practical. But Chemistry is all about lab work. Or maybe I'm just not cut out for this. It's pretty late saying this after studying 4 years of Chemistry? Been talking to so many people recently, my fellow course mate, my friend, my parents, my bro. We've been discussing so much about what job to get, which jobs to apply for, where to apply to, which recruitment talks to go for. So much that I don't know what I really want anymore, or maybe I never knew what I wanted. SEE, so many maybes in just one paragraph. hahaha. Much as I dislike lab and don't want to work there or hate there I think I'll end up applying to companies Chemistry related first, because I don't know where else I can go. I need to start, somewhere.

Today's Good Friday. It's been really long since the previous public holiday. I really love public holidays because it's an extremely good excuse to put work aside and enjoy. But after all the enjoyment, reality starts setting in and work starts to come to mind. There're some things that you just have to accept if you can't change. That aside, my Good Friday's really great. I had buffet lunch at The Edge Pan Pacific with my family. My cousin from Malaysia was supposed to visit us but she couldn't make it last min. Dinner was with my family too. And since they had something on, Chee Hon and I decided to visit 愛琴海. I love the place and I'm sure I'll be there anytime I need somewhere to chill, relax or destress. Love the ambience, the singers, the songs. <3

I saw this quote somewhere.. it says "Be happy for no reason, like a child. If you're happy for a reason, you're in trouble, because that reason can be taken from you."

"Worrying does not take away tomorrow's troubles, it takes away today's peace." So whatever that comes, we'll just have to take it.

It's time, to be happy.